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The kind of love song that's aware I have no right to you, my dear. You don't owe me anything. But my heart still mourns what could've been.

lyrics

La la la, la la
La la la, da da

Hey
I started writing this text to you last Saturday
And it’s still saved in my inbox
But I know you’d never blame me
For keeping you
From seeing this mind with it’s mask off

Cause if you did you’d see
That I still struggle with
Not missing you
Even though I don’t know who the you’s inside you are
I saw a glimpse potential energy in them shining through
Doesn’t everyone wish on shooting stars
Even in secret, Oh oh oh oh
And I never told you, Oh no
But I’ve been missing everyone I’ve -ever- known
How can a heart even love
If it doesn’t know the way down
to it own parts
So I just thought that
Maybe if you had the time
On a whim
You could help me to find it?


Cause I, I , I
Couldnt have ever known what that love is
But I, I, I, I
Thought that maybe it could have been
What we had that week
When we spent that day
Gazed for an hour
When i gave you a pressed pink flower

But then again
There wasn't really any
Evidence
Evidence
Evidence
No, No
Evidence, Evidence of it
No, No, No, No, No, No
Evidence of this of this
Oh all this loveless


Cause I, I , I
Couldn’t have ever known what that love is
But I, I, I, I
Thought that maybe we could have been
What we had that week
What we did that day
Stared for an hour
When i gave you a nice and dead flower
But you buried all the evidence


No I, I, I
I’d never dare say this out loud
For the fear
that you’re
Not here

Not here
Not here
Not here
Not Here

credits

released June 22, 2018
Prod. Caleb Harris
Mix / Master: Caleb Harris
Videography : Vino Taylor
Producers: Jordan Dxtr Holmes, Vino Taylor
Special Thanks to the Member's of the Video Dance crew and Staff

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Nexus J. Chicago, Illinois

Nexus J. is a poetic mind fusing rock, soul, and rap to create a uniquely moving experience. Through her art, she skillfully explores “honesty as power” by sharing intimate stories of fear and loss right alongside those of triumph and joy.

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